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YOU GAVE THIS PLACE SO MUCH COLOUR

..i don't know why i did not see that before

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Tori
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BECAUSE WE'RE BEST FRIENDS YOOOO'!


I'm a normal girl. I like the feel of the sun on my skin and the sound of music in my ear. I like icecream, and chick flicks and especially girls nights filled with pillowfights. I love the days that i spent with my friends in which i will never forget, because they made every minute count. I keep things inside and only let them out when i have to, and as often as i can, i try to spare a persons feelings. I like rainy days, when i can curl up infront of the tv and watch the entire first season of sex and the city. I like magazines, make up and nailpolish. And yes, it is true, Clothing is my obession. I talk too fast because i have tons of stories that will make you laugh until you cry, and some of them, will just make you cry.

I am plain, but creative.
I am shy, but out going
I am crazy but sensitive
and I am pretty but not yet beautiful.

I keep scrapbooks and memories boxes. My room is covered with photographs that scream out memories of all sorts. I have done stupid, yet funny things. Some things i have no explanation for doing. My paradise is at my cottage in the summer; with a drink in hand, and my tanning lotion in the other. Its ture that i've had my heart completely broken, and i'll admit, it is still damaged beyond repair. I love to be alone, for self-reflection time of course, but lonliness is my worst fear. That, and being without my mom. I'd be lost and uselesss with out her.

And most importantly, I have loved, been loved, and will continue to love.






MUSIC
Cauterize, Eminem, Mugshot, Crush Luther, Ludacris, Fall Out Boy, The Spill Canvas, NWA, Snoop Dogg, Dr.Dre, Britney Spears, Backstreet Boys, Funeral For A Friend, MSI, Pantera, The Killers, Foo Fighters, Weezer, Dashboard Confessional, Matchbox 20, Marilyn Manson, Ashlee Simpson, Taking Back Sunday, Gwen Stafani, Kelly Clarkson, D12, ABBA, Kayne West, Lil Jon and the eastside boys, The ying yang twins, Matchbook Romance, Silverstein.

MOVIES
BeetleJuice, TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES [1,2&3]!, The Notebook♥, The Breakfast club, Pretty In Pink, Blow, POTC, Going the distance, Without a paddle, Moulin Rouge, Thirteen, Titanic, Chicago, Mean Girls, The Hot Chick, Pretty Woman, I'll sleep when im dead, Scarface, Napolian Dynamite, Anything with Adam Sandler, Shrek 1&2, 8 Mile, Benny and Joon, Valentine, Urband Legends, Dukes Of Hazzard, The Wedding Singer, St.Elmo's Fire.

Things
Ryan♥.American Eagle.Cheeseburgers.Lipgloss.Pinky Swears.Nailpolish.Msn.Cell Messages.Love songs.Necklaces.Cherrios.Milkshakes.Cooking.Baking.Surprises.Hugs.Pictures.Webcams.Mascara.My Kitten, Smokey♥.Livejournal.Kisses.Singing.Hot tubs.Love Letters.Friends.Sweatpants and Dvd days.Late phone calls.Tanning.Music.Lame jokes.Flip-Flops.Winks.Chicken.The Mall.French Manicures.Photo Albums.11:11.Love.Quotes.Cowboys.Dancing.Chili.Text Messages.


















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A friend will pick you up when you fall down... a best friend will laugh because they're the one that tripped you. <3

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-Tori and Alexus-
Your real friends see the tears before they fall from your eyes.
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My Favourite Poem

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three a.m. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.






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"When you’re 16, logic and experience don’t matter.
All that matters is the way you feel and the way you felt
the first time you knew it was love."







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The Three Of Us..♥
<-[♥]- 'Friends.' A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is one of the greatest things in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life. I love you girls <3 -[♥]-







UPCOMMING IMPORTANT DATES FOR 2006

December 31st 2005- New years jam with the crew at marks house <3
January 24th- My Birthday!
February 14th- Valentines dayyy ;)
March 4th- CAUTERIZE CONCERT!
March 10th-March Break
March 11th-THE DOCKS WITH THE GIRLS :>
May 13thFALL OUT BOY CONCERT!










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.-ALEXUS, AMANDA, MYSELF-
. Friends are those rare people who ask how you are<3
and then wait to hear the answer


DARE YOU TO SCREAM- CAUTERIZE


Pour another drink for me
I like it better when I’m numb
Something's gotta give
These conversations make me dumb
You look so good when your scared
It turns me on when you fear for your life

I couldn’t love you any better
You’ve turned me into a killer
And im sorry but you’re all outta luck tonight
Baby your time is up
Something's gotta hold of me, doesn't want you to breathe
Stands over u watch you plead, I'll be the last thing you see
Go ahead I dare you to scream
The words can live with me
Pleading wont take you anywhere
Decided not to care

Don’t waste another breathe on me
Your gonna need every one
Don’t waste your time with this
Your dying moments almost done
There is no time for last words
Your life should be flashing right about now

I couldn’t love you any better
You’ve turned me into a killer
And im sorry but you’re all outta luck tonight
Baby your time is up
Something's gotta hold of me, doesn't want you to breathe
Stands over you and watch you plead, I'll be the last thing you see
Go ahead I dare you to scream
The words can live with me
Pleading wont take you anywhere
Decided not to care

iv’e decided not to care
iv’e decided not to care
Iv’e decided not to care

Like Romeo and Juliet were dying in the end
We never loved each other, at least I never did
And if you did you had a sick way of showing it
Star crossed lovers and the blackest of skies
Had a dream about the 2 of us, one of us died

I’m sorry you had to die like this tonight

I couldn’t love you any better
(I couldn’t love you any better)
You’ve turned me into a killer
(You’ve turned me into a killer)
And I’m sorry but you’re all outta luck tonight
You’re all outta luck tonight
Baby your time is up
Something's gotta hold of me, cause it wants you to breathe
Stands over you and watch you plead, I'll be the last thing you see
Go ahead I dare you to scream
The words can live with me
Pleading wont take you anywhere
I've decided not to care








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